Sometimes book events are crowded with lots of interested readers, and other times they aren’t. After a few less successful events, it can become a bit discouraging. However, that’s when I need to step back and look at what I consider “successful.”

When I began writing, I always said that if I could reach at least one reader with my books and really make a difference for them, then my ultimate goal would be fulfilled. I was reminded of that this weekend when I spent most of my time at a book event smiling at people as they walked by my table. There were lots of toddlers and their mamas at the store, and they aren’t exactly the ideal demographic for middle grade novels.

Just as I was starting to feel the first hints of discouragement, a fourth grade girl and her mother approached my table. We chatted for a while. The girl, Lillian, was so excited for me to sign a copy of The Secrets of Shadywoods for her. Turns out she wants to be a teacher and a writer when she grows up. She beamed up at me, and her mom told me that I was an inspiration.

An inspiration.

It nearly brought me to tears.

Imagine if I hadn’t been there at that table that morning. I never would have had the privilege of meeting Lillian. Book sales don’t matter, but Lillian does.

When I arrived home that evening, I had a large envelope waiting for me in my mailbox. Inside were 17 hand-drawn thank you cards from Mrs. Vang’s fourth grade class at South Newton Elementary School. I had done a class visit the week before, and each of these wonderful kids took the time to thank me personally.

I couldn’t wait to get inside to open that envelope. So, I stood in my driveway with tears in my eyes as I read each and every one of the heartfelt messages.

It was perfect timing and a further reminder of why I started writing and why I’ll continue.

Aaliyah, I promise to keep showing up and talking to kids. You and your class made my “whole life light up” with your kind words. Thank you for reminding me of my purpose.